That said, I will give you the benefit of the doubt here and say this. Speaking purely as an individual forum member who has been around here a long time, not as an admin or as an observer of the advisory panel:
Assuming you honestly do want to become a respected, positive, contributing member of the forum, if I were you, I'd use the new ignore function to hide the COVID threads from your view and just focus on posting about other topics. We've had plenty of forum members before that have held and expressed their contrarian, minority opinions on COVID. Never once have any of those people been recommended for a censure. It's not because they changed their opinions, it's because they could all identify an unwinnable argument. Instead of returning to the thread over and over again to have the same arguments day after day they just moved on to engage with the community on the matters the site is actually built around—park news and discussion.
It is my assessment that if you spent 90% of your time posting to normal threads and only contributed to the COVID threads rarely, that people around here would have no problem with you. I believe a big part of your public relations problem is that you seem to want to dominate the COVID thread with your viewpoint which is very much the minority opinion here. Stating you position once and moving on, using reactions to express your support or dissatisfaction with other people's posts—that's all far less invasive and abrasive than constantly pitching you position over and over again when people are just trying to talk about social distancing enforcement in BGW or vaccine progress in VA. That is where people are likely concluding that you're a troll and a bully—that your posting patterns seem to suggest that you are only here to stir up trouble in the COVID threads with minimal interest in other topics.
I know you probably don't believe this, but I legitimately think that if you just stopped posting in the COVID threads now that everyone knows where you stand, you'd be in great shape. Talk about park news and attractions and special events and you could become a great asset to the community. I've seen plenty of people redeem their reputations here before.
I know we've had contentious arguments, but I legitimately don't hold grudges. @Gavin used to hate the site. He's an admin now. Our rules are as lax as they are not because we like having people around that our members believe cause problems, but because we believe people grow and change and learn about the site and how they can best fit in here. If we just quickly banned people, none of that could happen. I really believe in trying to find how people can make a home here—and I honestly believe you could—but it's clear to me that that home won't be in the COVID threads.
At the end of the day, COVID is on the way out. In a year, this will almost certainly all be over. There won't be COVID threads anymore here. If you spend the next year arguing with people in the COVID thread, you'll make enemies left and right and for what? In a year it won't matter, but people will really dislike you. If you put the COVID threads aside and focused on the rest of the forum, in a year you could be a mainstay here.
Anyway, I hope this doesn't all fall on deaf ears. I really am sincerely trying to help.